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what is my medium? w4m what is my true medium and why was i born with paper skin? i used to have beautiful beautiful skin not marred by strange mountain ranges or tiger's stripes criss-crossed or a simpleton's angry words but there! it! is! right there. i want to wrap my body in embroidery floss and have everybody touch it and understand that sometimes ridges can be alright instead of ugly. sometimes however i want to spread the hole in my throat through the rest of my body and onto the floor and fall to the bottom (wherever that is). sometimes i want to wake up and watch somebody else from between their shoulderblades and stand with them when they think about how hideous they are when they look in the mirror but i'm a ghost whispering in their ear that they are the most perfect creature, the most beautiful, and they'll believe me. i know that somewhere there is this perfect and beautiful boy who has scars and i like to think he understands and maybe i'll see them or at least become aware of them and i can wake him up by kissing him where it hurts him the most. incredible incredible incredible but i think i'm losing it, i'm going insane, i am insane. there is an infinite cloud cover but that's not why i feel the way i feel. i am every bone in my body disintegrating into dust and evaporating and you're breathing me in right now. i am the dirt your shitty vacuum cleaner missed and i'm here, with you, feeling you walking all over me, but you don't see me and you don't even know that i exist. i live in a building with a million other people and some of them could possibly be feeling how i feel but maybe they're distracted by other people or maybe they're asleep or maybe they took a lot of prescription pain meds and are painting beautiful pictures with their fingers in the steam on their windows. maybe somebody will become alarmed all of a sudden and run up/down to my room and run through the door and hold me in their arms and put a cigarette in my mouth and ask me if i'm using a new conditioner because my hair smells nice. five four three two one nobody has run through the door. is there anybody in the hall or a floor or two up falling out of bed or thinking about putting their lips on the lips of another human being? what is their medium? pen on paper or skin on skin and what is the difference? is there somebody falling in love right now? do any of us have room in our bodies to love somebody else unconditionally? because i'm looking at weird memories and thinking about how i loved those people but i was in a different body and a different mind and i was different and they haven't changed at all and am i really who i am right now? do those boys think about me? does the boy i eat breakfast with every morning think about me? is there a boy i'm not noticing who is thinking about how much he notices me? do i not notice enough people? am i mysterious or just a fucking freak? am i actually beautiful or do i really come off as that needy and emotionally unstable that people feel like they should tell me that? kids snorting coke kids smoking out of apple cores kids sneaking alcohol into gatorade bottles but not enough kids holding hands and looking at great paintings and falling in love in elevators, gift shops, park benches, behind bookshelves. nobody has the capacity to love individually, personally, why does everyone know everything about everyone? why? nothing good ever came out of knowing everything because if i knew everything i wouldn't be in a weird building on the corner of 7th and blanchard and meet people for sex winchester oregon i wouldn't be broke and i wouldn't be wondering what four different people were doing right this very second and i wouldn't be staring at my exacto knife trying to justify its appeal as something other than an art tool. i have all these library books that i haven't read yet and i have a lot of things i haven't said yet and i have a cigarette i haven't smoked yet so i'll probably go do two of those things right now. sleep well.

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